Please pray for me. This is proving to be a hard day. I miss my lover. I don't say that to sound gross or wrong, but that is truly what he was to me. Lover of my heart and soul, and I was the same to him. I loved everything about him and now it is gone. I will see him in Heaven, but that doesn't help the loneliness right NOW. Maybe it does...too some extent. I just really really miss my sweet husband.
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Yes, I was noticing the date too. I guess I've been keeping track of Tuesday's but I know that when the "date" comes, it's hard. I told your Mom today that my Mom died 15 years ago today on July 19th. It's so hard to believe it's been that long. Time is so strange and it is easy to get caught up in thinking about time. But time truly is a healer and it will bring more and more healing to you with the help of the Lord. Keep staying busy like you have been and keep making sure you are spending time with the Lord. He is your everything now. He can be the chain between you and Damon. He has his other hand and then he has you on His other side. And He totally understands how you are feeling and He hurts with you. The Lord is your strength now. I just told the whole story to Jeff's Dad on the phone. Jeff is in Puerto Rico but he's going to see his folks in FL tomorrow because his Mom's sister passed away last Friday. He didn't mention any of this to them because of what they were going through. But Dad said, I remember him from the wedding and what a nice young man he was. He impressed people wherever he went. He felt really bad when I told him what happened and his heart went out to you. It gave me a witnessing opportunity because I am not sure where he stands. So Damon is still doing good here on this earth and he will for a long time. Just wanted you to know I'm thinking of you.
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