Pray for Me Tomorrow

Please say a prayer for me tomorrow. I am going to the doctor in the morning for a general physical while I still have insurance. I am going to mention the fact I am still having pain in my back, and some other things. I am worried. I don't like going to the doctor for a few reasons, they weigh you, and sometimes they make you uncomfortable, and what if something is wrong. I am such a pesimist, I automatically assume the worst with my health recently. Since Damon died, and since I got pneumonia and bronchitis I have been such a worrier and wuss over my health. I know I could do better with taking care of myself. I feel like I am making steps at eating better, I am trying to drink more water. I know that I need to give my worrying over to the Lord. I try and try. Then it will start small or i will just get caught up in it. I have said there are two constants in my life, I want to serve the Lord, and I want to make it to heaven. God knows my heart, my failures, my faults, my goods, my bads...I want Him to be pleased with me. I want a pure heart, i want to be free of worry. I say all of that to say, again, please just pray for me to be at peace tomorrow, for everything to look good. Please.