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This is a 100 meme. It is all about me. Brutally honest and confessing. I have to think of 100 things about me that most people don't know.

1. I'm scared of the concept of eternity, the time of it.

2. I'm scared that God already knows if I am gonna make it to heaven or not and my future in Him is planned and that I will fall and He knows it and I won't end up making it at all. Like I am already destined to fail.

3. I once had a dream a person that I knew died, I tried to talk to her about the Lord a little bit, she died three years later of cancer. I wonder if I told her enough. I wonder if her blood will be on my hands.

4. I have had dreams of people dying only three times, ond was the woman mentioned above, the other was my father, and the other is my coworker, Phillip.

5. I have only told a few people in my WHOLE life my weight. My mom doesnt even know. Because of my height people think I am usually about 30lbs lighter than I really am.

6. I am RIDICULOUSLY cheap.

7. I have a tattoo...let me explain. In 1st grade I was trying to get my pencil from my boyfriend and I finally over powered him, only problem the tip went RIGHT INTO MY LEG! It was stuck, had to get it taken out cus it broke off in my flesh. I still have the discoloration today. Looks the color of a tattoo, just a small dot.

8. I have died my hair green, blue, and red.

9. In my freshman year I was all into the gang banger stuff, I even carved the 4 dots, one on each finger, to represent "north side". *gags*

10. I used to fall asleep on my horse, it was relaxing.

11. I went to the ER about three times with a fear of having a heart attack.

12. I love fruit, but can't stand the texture of peaches, apricots, strawberry seeds, raspberry seeds, ew!

13. While I was engaged and working very hard to lose weight, I actually lost my appetite after seeing a skinny minny girl in front of me. I couldn't even eat my food. I just threw it away.

14. Men scare me...I am VERY uncomfortable around men. There are only a certain phew who DONT make me uncomfortable. My husband, my old boss in Idaho- Sam, Joe from my old work, and Benny from Idaho, and papa. I am even uncomfy around my dad cus I don't know how to talk to him and I am afraid I will disappoint him.

15. I am picky with my food, believe it or not. When I buy chicken I will cut anything off that even looks to be gross. If I buy a 3lb bag...I usually throw a lb away after I am done with all my chicken grooming.

16. Bacon- I pick the fat strips out and eat the meat only, UNLESS its crispy and most of the fat is cooked out.

17. Socks bother me, they make my feet feel hot. I prefer going barefoot anywhere I can. At home, I would walk around barefoot when I was going to get the horses.

18. I looooove storms. The more lightning and rain the better!

19. I have a fear of water that has not cement on the bottom. I.e. Lakes, ocean, streams, etc.. If it aint painted blue, I don't wanna be in it. I am skeered something will eat me. I only walk on the shore of the ocean, I pretty much stay outa lakes unless I'm in a boat, I bathed in a river a few times only outa desperation. We were camping, and thats what you did, you bathed in the river. It was cold, but I was so dirty and sunburned I didn't care at that point. Although, I still thought about the underwater monsters.

20. I will not walk on grass barefoot at night, because I am scared of the nightcrawlers touching my feet. If I had to go outside for something I would literally run/hop to the fence to get my feet off the ground and outa the way of them slimey worms. EW!