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I just love it when people tell you how fat you are....it not so many words that is. I am hoping you can read the sarcasm to this post. My whole life I have been chunkier than most people. With one exception, from the time I was a baby till about 6 years old I was "normal". Today, my warehouseman told me a I had a red mark on my face. I looked in my mirror that I carry and saw a little red mark. I shoulda just skipped the rest of the conversation and said "no big deal" but no....big mouth me had to say it was probably from Damon. See Damon and I leave for work at the same time so we usually give each other a quick kiss in the drive way before leaving. I thought he might have tried to kiss me on my cheek so that is why it was red cus he was being a nerd and wouldnt let me go. Not that I mind...but anyway. I said this to the warehouseman and he's like well "you're bigger than him, you could probably break both his legs if you sat on him" or something like that. I almost cried, but I refused to give him the satisfaction. I will never be a skinny size 4 petite girl! EVER! The best I have ever looked as an adult size wise was at my wedding. Grrr I wish people would just love or like you for how you are. I hate getting made fun of. It was old as a kid, it's really old now as an adult. Tear