my job...

I found out some pretty discouraging news, that taught me a lesson.
I have been working at the same place since july of 04' as a full time temporary employee. With no intentions of being hired on by the company. When I was hired I was told I would not be hired on, but at the time needed a job so thought not to much of it. Well, later on my boss said he was going to ask them about hiring me. Said it was a no go. Well that last two Christmas seasons I have been here, the company has held a party on the General Jackson for employees ONLY which means, no temps. I found out they had it this last weekend and it was hush hush so us temps wouldnt even know about it. Only reason I found out was because I asked one of the girls at corporate about it, and she said yeah "we" did it this year too, was on saturday. I asked her if she got to go, that I thought only Goggin people were invited, she said she thought she had told me but she had been rolled over. She has been here about 3-4 months! This TOTALLY irritated me. It's not right nor fair. I know life throws you curve balls and it is not always fair, but I dont even think thats right! Do you?? I called Damon bawling again ( am such a wussie) and he told me to look for another job but dont tell them they hire me or else cus I dont want to lose the job just over all this. I understood and said ok. What this taught me is...if God wanted me to be hired already He would have made it happen, dont complain, be thankful cus there are many who would love to even HAVE a job, and God is in control, and lastly DONT BE A CRY BABY. Still a bummer though.

And...I did do some Christmas shopping over the holiday. Went day after thanksgiving that NIGHT not that morning :). Got Damons whole family taken care of, PLUS a small Christmas present for him. Got him Napolean Dynamite, he really likes that movie :) I think its cute too!