This MAKES ME MAD!!

I just typed up the longest blog post in my history, and it deleted the WHOLE thing!!! Maybe for a reason!

I want a baby...damon and I said two years, then maybe we will think about having them. Two years in march. Goals PRE-baby, be able to stay at home with it (financially), get skinny enough BEFORE I were to get pregnant, so that if I did, you could TELL it was a baby not a blubber! (story of my life) Lastly, I don't want my baby or my family to miss out on each other. So I don't want to have one until I live in Idaho. I guess this may mean, I will a) get over some of my requisites, or b) never have children, or c) we will move to idaho. One of these three things will happen. I miss my home, my family...