oh....me back!

hulo! From z Library.

I think I have pulled something in my back...oh it hurts! :) I mowed and weed-eated our severely overgrown lawn today. Looks loooots lots better now. Cept, I am way to out of shape to not injure myself while working like that :p...so I am exagerating a bit. I digress.

I sent my resume off to three people today. Hopefully something will come of it. Please keep praying. A lady came up to me last night at church and said, I don't need a job, I need to stay home and have a baby. I agree...but I have to obey the hubby. *I digress again*

Peace out homies. *holds two fingers up in peace sign ,hits chest twice*

hello from the Library

I am online at the Library right now. Currently I have 42 minutes remaining. Yee haw...almost done though, so consequently I won't be needing the full amount of alloted time.

Damon is working over time tonight. *sigh* I'm alone. I HATE being a lone. I was an only child for...well...all my life...LOL so, needless to say I don't like being alone!

If you could remember to pray for two things...one I have an interview tomorrow (second interview for this particular company), Damon is applying for the Lead man position that just opened up at Metro. If he's to get it, I WANT him to get it, if he's not...then I don't. Pray for us

I hope everyone is doing well.

THanks sis Amy for the encouragment. I have had a really rough rough day. Pray for me.

see ya. love you all.

Well, it's Finally here.

The day to leave.

*sigh*

*big sigh*

*big big sigh*

I miss home really bad now. I wish God would tell us to move here. Tell Damon anyway, He doesn't need to tell me, I would be TOTALLY FINE with it . LOL!! I miss my honey puppy though, I will be soo soo soo happy to see her. It's funny though, she loves Idaho too. She becomes this whole other dog when she's out here. She's not just honey, she's *enter superman music* SUPER HONEY! She gets all explorative and brave! It's quite cute.

Mom should be here any minute, so I need to go. She and three other ladies from the Church are having a yard sale today. So, see ya later. And if you read this before 9:45 am mountain time, and 10:45 central, and 11:45 eastern...pray my luggage isn't to heavy.

bye
(oh, and i won't have internet connection unless Damon and I switch again, so this may be it for awhile)

Sis Vicky, I know of atleast one Spanish person that Amanda thought would for sure do it. She was working on one other one (hopefully from Honduras, the brothers and sisters from Honduras are traveling with the Idaho spanish) I will give you an answer ASAP.

Tomorrow

Well...I go home tomorrow. My home is wherever my sweet husband, Damon is. My home is with him, my Heart is Idaho though. So, soon I will take my wings and see my darling husbands face. Though, I can't say I am ready to leave here yet.

at my aunts

I am at my aunts house right now. Typing on her laptop, so pardon any typos. :)

I head home saturday and will get in Saturday afternoon. I am honestly fine. I mean I miss Damon, but I could fall back into life here. WITH him of course. Sigh....I DO miss Idaho. The sun is a lot brighter here. I miss that. The clean fresh air. The clean mountain air!

I have a job interview when I get back on Tuesday at 10 am. I cant really tell if I am comfy with it or not. Something about it is bothering me. We shall see. Pray for me,for damon, for all of us.

cya

It's Official

I miss my husband :(. I mean, REALLY miss him! This reminds me of when we were dating, cept it is different. DUH!! Because we are married now Kasey! Anyway, I think to myself "hoooooooooow did I make it all those months when we are dating and now I miss him after just 7 days!!!"
So Damon, even though you don't read this, in the off chance we ever get internet again or somehow you stumble upon it at some un canny internet connection location...I MISS YOU!

More good news. I GOT NEW CLOTHES!! YAYness! Momma took me shopping and Damon even said I could buy something. So, coolness I am now pretty much set for clothes (new clothes) for assembly. AND we went yardsaleing today and got some really cool stuff. I got vintage cookwear! I am a sucker for the 40-60's retro era. I got some really neat vintage utensils: lemon juicer, butter slicer, canned milk hole popper (don't ask) egg poacher, noodle cutter, egg poacher ring AND a vintage muffin pan! COOL COOL COOL! OH AND I got a vintage stand mixer. That I am going to clean up and use for display, or try to use again, OR sell on ebay. It's got to be from the mid 1940's. I was so excited!!! Now I just need my white wedges to wear with my "white" outfit for parade of nations!

I had another person call me about work yesterday. COOL! With metro schools. I have no idea what it starts at$$ but they need someone ASAP. She said if she hadn't hired anyone by Friday she would call me and set up an appt.! We shall see, the job I really want isn't going to hire until just after Labor day, I am all for that! I can use some more time off!

Momma got the cooooolest rug today at a yard sale. Its HUUGE and in stores would cost 400-500 dollars!! My friend from high school is moving to MAINE! Talk about cross country! Her mom was from there and they have always talked about moving back, well the WHOLE family is just up and moving to Maine!! That is so cool! I want to visit Maine someday. ANYWAY they have like NICE NICE stuff and are selling it soo cheap to just get rid of it. I am talking a nice huuuge double dresser, velvet line drawers for $80! Can you believe it! Good grief, if I lived here and had a job, Kasey would be ALL over that yard sale! They had this super huge and beautiful filigree framed mirror. OH MAN, it was beautiful! $35!!!! Can you believe that!

Well, peace out!

Surprise

I get to stay in idaho until NEXT saturday! YEE HAW! It only cost 35.50 to change my ticket. Cool, huh!!

Also, thank the Lord...even though I am now jobless, we have been saving for awhile now and will have the money for Assembly. YEE HAW again!!

Now, I just need to make some extra money for the extra time I am here. We are going to the fair and fairs are expensive. YAY! So, pray I can make some extra mula while I am here. I am gonna try to pull my load at the house by doing all the house work. Daddy just left (he came home for lunch) so now i need to get started. I hope I can make some money. see ya!

As sand, in the hour glass of time...

...so are the days of our lives.

No...I haven't been watching the soap opera. :)

Least I can still have some sore of a sense of humor at this point in time. In case you haven't heard/read. I lllllllloooost my job. Laid OFF. I am somewhat freaking. I am a big girl now. I can't run to mommy and daddy. I have bills. BIG BILLS. NO, not credit cards...car payments, phone bill, groceries, GAS! Stuff you actually live on ya know! *Sigh*. I have enough money for this months payment. But not next months. Please please please pray. Not to mention, ASSEMBLY!!! We will need the money for three nights of hotel, the gas, and the food. To be honest, I would love to be off until just after assembly and start the day after Labor Day. Find it now and start in two weeks. Ya know. That way we wouldn't have to worry bout da $$ Money. It's all in the Lord's hands, but He wants us to be responsible and use common sense. Anyway, I really need God to work this out and calm both Damon and myself down.

Oh yeah....I am internetless at home. *WHINE!!!* so I am going to talk to Damon about canceling cable TV and going to internet instead. WAAAH, bye bye FOOD network. I will miss project runway too. I don't watch a lot of TV but I watch mainly the same things. Wife Swap, Project Runway, Food Network and HGTV, on and Style network. Having internet would help in job search though. We shall see what my husband sayeth. Did I mention this will mean NO BLOGGING. Double whine!

Oh...and....130+ cases of West Nile Virus in Ada County here. My home's next door neighboring county. Mom's neighbors horse has it. I got bit by a mosquito, now I have a headache. Hopefully it's not west nile!! LOL...Momma has her horses (and mine) all vaccinated, but she is going to call the vet to see if she needs an extra booster or anything.

Ate lunch with my deen today, aka Grandma. was nice!

Rode my horsey yesterday. I hopped on bareback with just a halter and lead rope, no bridle or saddle. She missed me and I so missed her. Her name is Annie, her papered name is Nunico. Her daddys name is Lunico and her momma's name is New inspiration, so mix those two and you get Nunico. The jockey club picks the name out of 6 suggestions you send in. Nunico was our last and least favorite option. Sho nuff. They gave my baby the ugliest name. She's so pretty. And smart, and feisty, and just wonderful. I miss her. she is joy to my soul! I wish I could take her as carry on. Shew...that would be a sight! I need to post pics of how beautiful she is!

Well, peace out homies. I love ya. And after Sunday, I don't know when I will get to talk to you. Now that I am jobless, I really wouldn't mind staying an extra week. So far, I don't really miss home or Damon. I miss him at night when it takes me so long to fall asleep. I can't shut my mind off a night. Unless I am dawg tired, it takes me usually about 30 minutes to fall asleep.

bad news

I just got laid off.



lovely. pray for a solution to come about.

Hey

Pray for my mom and I. We just found out some pretty disturbing news. I would really appreciate your prayers.

I have enjoyed lots of "nothing days" as Lyndi calls it. But I think I must have broke some of the rules, cus I have cooked dinner and cleaned a bit. However, I have gone swimming two days in a row. Kaden baby had his first swimming experience today and he LOVED it! Moms neighbor has a big pool and its very private, so...SUWEET! We get to swim any time we want. I am getting a bit of sun too! Anyway, back to the broken rules, I watched two movies monday and took a long nap. I didn't really clean, but I did cook dinner. Then the family watch wife swap. That show...Sigh...is to funny!

we all need to remember to pray and fast for this upcoming assembly. It is the most important assembly of my christian life serving the LORD in TCOG. I need Him to be close by my side and more importantly, I NEED to press into HIM more than ever. God help us all.

I think of Sister Mary Sheltons song, I'm on the winning side. JESUS's Side! Joshua was asked whose side he was on, he said he was on the Lord's! That is me, ON THE LORDS!

The song going through my brain at this point is, "I would not be denied".

When pangs of death seized on my soul,
Unto the Lord I cried;
Till Jesus came and made me whole,
I would not be denied.

Refrain:
I would not be denied,
I would not be denied,
Till Jesus came and made me whole,
I would not be denied.

As Jacob in the days of old,
I wrestled with the Lord;
And instant, with a courage bold,
I stood upon His Word.

Old Satan said my Lord was gone
And would not hear my prayer;
But praise the Lord, the work is done,
And Christ the Lord is here.

Love and prayers to you all.

Thinking...

I don't mean to be a downer. I guess I been thinking lately. I feel like an outsider.
I mean my personality is enough of a freak as it is. I just feel like I don't fit in any where. The young single people I used to hang out with, must see me as different now that I am married. It seems the carefreeness of "hanging out" is gone. I just want to fit in and have FRIENDS. Like close friends. People who I call everyday and vice versa. I try to fit in, never seems to work. Often times I feel very very uncomfortable. I don't know what it is about me. I'm like bug repellent, not that people are bugs. But I repel them somehow. I try to be shy and quiet. I keep confidences. I try to be entertaining. I try to please people all I can. I'm scared that at assembly I will be walking alone to my car with nothing to go do. I know it's about God and getting closer to him and deeper in Him. But, as a young person, the fellowship is just as important to me. Not in the same sense as before, because I am now married and not "looking" or whatever. But HANG OUT HAVE FUN friends! I know a lot of people will have family at assembly. I won't. I will have my nephews and Bro and sister in law, who aren't to big on going out just for fun. I don't know what to do. Awhile ago (5 or so years) I actually had to PRAY for a friend and God sent me Sylvia. Now she and I are both married and 2000 miles apart. Makes hanging out hard. I don't understand what is wrong with me. Please pray I will fit in with people. Not the worlds standards, that is not what I am talking about. But friends...I want friends.

Again, Sorry to be such a downer. Esp. with everything going on. And...Lyndi, welcome!

Blue Turf, Blue Skies, I'm feelin' fine!

The Blue turf I am talking about is BSU's (Boise State Univ.'s) signature turf field color. GO, GO, GO BIG BLUE! (sorry, I think about the cheerleaders everytime I think of BSU! :)

Deen's (my grandma) 80th bday party went well. Cept she was mean to this old man that is a resident there. She sooo needs to be saved! Even my cousin who seems to care about no one but himself, felt bad for the guy. His name is Delmer he was born Feb 20th, 1916. His wife has died, he looks GREAT for being 90 cept' he can't see to well. Well, he keeps baloons to give to the kids that come to visit. He just unclips them and reblows them up. Kinda gross, but still sweet. Anyway, I gave him all the balloons from the party. He was already on his way out and my grandmother made my 2nd cousin go take them back from him. The poor guy asked "all of them?" I felt so bad. Then she wanted to give them away. She simply didn't want him to have them, after III offered them to him! GRRRR. Poor guy. My cous said he was going to go to wal-mart and buy the poor guy some (profanity) balloons. Yeah, he needs to be saved too. ANYWAY, the whole time almost the guy was singing hymns. How great thou art was one of them. He was sweet, my deen is grumpy in her old age~ GRR!

So, I am here, I am having fun and as of right now I don't miss Damon yet. Wonder how long this will last. Got to go to the store. OH and I did somethin very out of character for me today. I went to a NICE department store and bought a dress. It was $69 on sale for $50 something. YIKES!! But, it's a staple piece and really nice. I haven't spent that much on one thing..since...my wedding dress. I mean on clothes ya know. I am just to cheap. Anyway, peace out homies! Jesus lead and guide you!

Cracker Barrel

...has cool stuff!

http://shop.crackerbarrel.com/images/400/248711.jpg

In the words of my cousin Mary Rose "oh, I like thaaat" aka "I want that". Aint it purdy!

Im leaving on a jet plane tomorrow. Most likely i wont be blogging at my mom and dad's house. BECAUSE the computer says I am not set up this way or that way. It's weird. I don't know! GRRRR OHHH and, I managed to get everything but one skirt and shoes into my carry on. SO, tonight I am going to try to re arrange things and change carry ons. Maybe it will help!

Pray for my cousin, and my best friend in Idaho.

The picture

The pic is supposed' to be to the right, but I wanted the picture of me centered within the pic. It cut one side of the picture off and it just felt like my face was all weird. AND THIS MORNING, I check my blog and the picture is micro tiny, so I reload another pic at a bigger size after TRYING and TRYING to figure the other picture out, and it cuts half of my face off too. GRRR!

Well, I leave Saturday morning for Idaho. I think I am most excited (at this point) to see my cousin. The one I requested prayer for on here. She is picking me up from the airport. YAY! I am not gonna "preach" her either when I see her. I just want to love on her and hang out. I think that is what she needs more than anything right now. Personally, I think she feels like a big mess, and I want her to know I love her...mess and all. I LOVE her bunches! I wuv my famiwy! (okay, done with the baby talk)I am excited to see momma too. I am excited and sad. It's hard for me to go anyplace without Damon anymore. Maybe I use him as to much of a security blanket, I don't know. I know the Bible talks about leaving father and mother and cleaving to your mate. I think I have that part down. Though I love going home, I love going home MUCH MORE if he is there. If he isn't there it still feels empty. I guess HE is my home. But, with being alone, I will be afforded the time to just lounge. I can go ride my horse, meet with family...take day trips to places. Money permitting of course. So, it shall be fun and I am so so excited, I do wish Damon was there though. Hugs babe!

Babe...That is my name for him. I call him babe all the time "hey babe" "babe will you do this" babe babe babe! People ask me if having our dog named "honey" confuses us because they think I call him honey. Newp! It's babe!! hmmm, makes me think of a certain movie..."oink oink"

Well...Wendy, I hope you come back soon. Megan, I hope things look up and sorry I am such a sensitive tardo, Sis. Amy, you get my blogger of the week award (yall need to check the recipe blog out, girl got some goooood cooking!) Pardon my English. Shew...anyway. Peace homies! :)

dumb picture!!

Okay, OKAY OKAY OKAY!! I have tried like FIVE times to center my profile picture on my blog. Call it crazy, call it strange, hey, you can even call it OCD. BUT I WANT A CENTERED PROFILE/BLOG PICTURE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*sigh*

SONGS SONGS SONGS

Okay...Bro. James has a song on his blog/western skies. I CANNOT for the life of me figure out how to upload a song on mymusic files to the internet!! Help me people!

Well...

Last night was my last night as a wal-mart employee. I am sad and glad at the same time.

Today I have a job interview. I am sleepy. I look kinda cute.

Bloggin world is slow lately. No one posting much.

I leave for Idaho this Saturday. My cousin is picking me up from the airport and I am SO excited.

This is serious...I really need yalls prayers. I am going to...attempt....

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....................I am going to attempt......Oh this is so hard to say....

I am going to attempt to only take "carry on" luggage *horrendous scream, puts hands to face in horror* The PAIN the agony! What has this world come to?!?! Kasey taking only ONE piece of luggage! Mercy me!

I said I would try, doesn't mean it will happen! That way I won't have to wait for luggage. Hey though, will they let you take razors in your carry on?

Oh and did I mention I am flying continental for the trip back from Idaho. See, all bad things happen when you leave Idaho. KIDDDING people. No rock throwing.

Peace out homies!