Picture Willie Nelson...."On the road again...."

Mom is flying in today around 3ish? I just know I am picking her up after I get off work. Tried to clean house Monday and yesterday, but I figure she will only be here for the night so it's not to big a deal. Our house is normally pretty clean anyway...but I tend to be slightly on the perfectionistic side. This morning I was picking up a few pieces of lint of the carpet that I just vacuumed Monday.
Anyhoo.....She will be flying in tonight, as I said, and we will hang out for the evening before taking off EARLY in the morning to drive my truck back to Idaho. My momma bought it from me.We will be driving a lot between Thursday and Friday because we are trying to get into town by Saturday Morning. I fly back on a one way Sunday morning. Please pray we will be safe. It will be two women traveling over 2000 miles.
Also, guess what guess what!! The Lord healed my Grandma aka Deendee!!! Cool huh, God is going to save her and it is SUPER, better than SUPER!! Bad news...my cousin Derek (16years old) was sent to the hospital yesterday. Please pray for him, he has colitis (sp?), a very bad case of it. Poor boy.

That's it ya'll!! I will ttyl! Please remember all these things in prayer.

Ever have one of those days...

Where you are "down in the mouth", i.e. sad? Obviously if God didn't want us to have the emotion of being sad, He wouldn't have given it to us. However, I think it is what we do with our sadness or depression that determines if we are just being human, or, feeding the flesh. Spiritualy speaking of course.

Run down on why I am sad...
A- I feel alone, my family is over 2000 miles away, I have only one close close friend here that I don't worry to much that I am interupting if I call her. I have one other friend who I feel confident in, and that is Em...but she lives so far away that I can't just go cry on her shoulder, and she is so busy I kinda feel like I am gonna bug her, and she has enough of her own right now, let alone me adding a side to her plate. I try to talk to D about how I feel, but he's a guy and I am a girl and we TOTALLY think different...and that means most times we both get aggrivated or upset. We talked better when we were dating I think...Although our love has totally grown and taken on a different level, I think we communicated back then. So my general problem is I feel alone and with no one to go to. I only trust a certain few with deep stuff, and I feel like I don't have certain fews anymore.
B- the whole Idaho road trip. My parents bought my truck from me, mom is flying in on a oneway here to drive it back, I am riding with her then taking a oneway back from Idaho to Nashville. Damon showed prospect of coming.....then basically said he wasn't. So I am TOTALLy bummed about that, to the point of crying, more than once!
C- I am alone at work. My friends got laid off, and the only people left are myself, my boss, and the two tow motor guys. The one guy, I don't know why, but has the ability to upset me like no other tow motor guy I have ever worked with. So again I feel alone at work now too.....
What is boils down to, is I KNOW God will never leave us alone, ever! Am I going to God with all this??? NOOOOOOOO I actually said to God today about something, "this hurts" and I was like whoa, how long has it been since you just talked to Him about the stuff like this. I get into my routine of prayers praying for others for myself to be a good servant to him and a good wife. But I don't think I have the relationship that Bro Dupre speaks about. The Intimate relationship. I want to go deeper with God. I want the pain to go away. I want to move home.

Man...this gum is really good!

I got a new pack of gum, a flavor my friend let me try. It is so good, had to buy it. (well wanted too) It tastes like the Andy's Mints...minus the chocolate flavor. It orbit brand...of course. My fav! The flavor is "sweet mint". Try it, you will like it.

The question I ask myself now is, who are you talking to? Nobody probably even looks at this thing except the guy who posts on here about Free road construction??? :-/ I have NO idea who it is!
Denise posted once, but I think she has even forgotten about me.

I thought I would be so up to date on my computer technology stuff now that I have my own blog and my old e buddies would read it :( sigh...

**There's no place like home, There's no place like home**

Talk about an eventful night!! Man I had one dream after another , all tied together into some crazy episode which did not make one bit of sense!!
Updates on my life:
I am apart of E. DaLuz's Team for Childrens Church and we are having our FALL FESTIVAL this Sunday. WOOOHOOO!!
Got my car back finally!! Sunroof is nice and is perfect for me who likes the heat on my feet but my face gets hot to easily. So I have been opening the sunroof today and keeping the heat of my lower limbs!
Ok.....I'm done

Lonely

While at church last night, I was told I needed to write something other than my original post of how cool I am cus' I now have a official "blog".
Though I had written a second post, I thought I would give, YET AGAIN, another delightful insight into the mind of Kasey. Expectantly I looked at my second post in blog world from 10/12/05 looking for a reply. Just one would do, not a lot, just one to know that someone is looking at this. Yet I found no comment....nothing, nada, zilch :( **sighs**

So I sit here, lonely, sleepless in blog world.

Sigh...

Second day as an official blogger....feel like a new person. Well not really, but it sure sounded good, right?

Not much to talk about in my life, I reckon it's a bit un eventful for all you singles out there. :) I once was exciting, until I got married. Now I get up around 5:15am, get ready for work, pack lunches, make breakfast, go to work, come home, clean, relax, cook dinner, exercise, and take a shower, and go to bed. Bout it.

I DID get a new car though!! 2006 Chevrolet Impala!

HI Blog World

I have a blog!!! woohoo, I am so cool now! GOO MEEEE!!!!