Icky Chicky

Me sick....normally I just tough things out when I am sick. However, now that I work with food (not that I am sick often, for the record) they sent me home and I missed two days last week. (not that I mind) well, today was my first day back, and I am on meds that make you DIZZY and just make me feel, well...ICKY! YUCK. I DISLIKE strongly (not hate) my job. The work isnt so bad, but the co workers are and the kids are rude. I actually got called a "beep" word aka bad word. GRRR. I didn't even do anything. Anyway, PLEEEEASE pray I can find another job within the school system. Even a smaller cafeteria.

Damon has been looking at another truck, its nice and what he's looking for, we shall see.

Jus pray for us, please. Peace homies.

friends

I need a friend...besides a husband. FYI to all single folk out there, once you get married you do not magically become some monster freak who clings to your spouse only and needs no one else. I AM NOT AN ALIEN! Yes...Damon is my super most bestest friend in the whole wide world and means more than breath to me, HOWEVER, I miss friends. I really fit in with no one. I miss my horse, my dog, my cat, my deendee, my parents, my simple life, IDAHO, pooor pooor pooooooor me! *whining mode*

Seriously bummed.
I just want to have something to do on Friday nights and Saturdays.

PPPPPRRRRAAYYY!

Okay, I HATE the new job....work with people who have mouths that need soap in them. TOOO big of school...grrr! Pray I can find a job I LIKE, doesnt have to be a LOOOVE, just like. And, sooon. I don't know how long I can take this. Cya!

aaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhh!

Okay...I am at the internet and this kid next to me (when I say kid, I mean 14ish) is sucking his snot every 2 seconds. I am about to gag....grrrrr GO BLOW YOUR NOSE, PLEEEASE!

Sorry, had to vent. I am trying really hard to not get annoyed. YUCK. He is even hocking loogies. YUCK. I mean I have spit and hocked my fair share (sorry if I am grossing you out) but, NOT in a library or where its very apparent how gross I am being. I try to be a tad more civil than that! ew

On to other news. I got a job job, with metro schools. I will be working in a cafeteria at one of Metros biggest high schools. I am excited and scared. Hours are good, 6:15-12:45 monday through Friday, summers off and all holidays that the kids have, off. I will get decent pay (around 10 I think to start) and all benefits. It will be good. I am excited, and hope I like it. I will be wearing scrubs every day and I have to keep my hair up and back. No touching shoulders, I have to wear all leather shoes in black, white or tan. So no fashionista awards for me. But I am thankful. WOOOHOOO

AND, we are thinking seriously about gettin internet so I can talk to my momma again. Since I wont be having a desk job anytime soon, looks like I wont have access to unlimited internet soon either. The library thing is getting old soon. I am looking at all the options right now to see what works best. Comcast is 19.99 right now for 6 months. Not bad, but bell south has a bundle package for sattelite TV, DSL, phone and other stuff. We shall see, pray my husband will let me keep my cable TV AND get internet. That may sound bad, but I LOOOOVE food network. It is like pure joy during the holiday season. Is that weird. Sigh...anyway. I am hoping, and wishing. *crosses fingers*

Pray for me...lately I feel far from the Lord or something. I really want to please and bless Him, that MUST be first in my life.

I went to the doctor yesterday for my TB (tuberculosis) sp? test for the school stuff. I had to get one. I ask her a few questions about weight loss. I am on my diet and doing pretty good, I told her my goal weight...she said that was a little on the small size she added 20lbs to my goal and said that it would probably be perfect for me. If I get down to my goal weight, I am thinking seriously of having some plastic surgery done to removed excess skin/fat and tone everything up. I really want to have children, but I know if I dont get my weight off first, then it will be even harder to lose after.

On a side note...erika and Wendy and Vic, I saw Charlie today at my work. I didn't say anything to him because he was busy checking out and I didnt know if he would recognize me and if it was some uncanny look alike I didnt want them thinking I was a freak. He looked pretty good. I prayed for him.

Well, I am off.

peace to ya

sad

I am sad/depressed...call it whatever. I feel trapped in a job that thankfully pays bills, but I really don't like. I want to find something good. I waited 6 years for my miracle (husband) but I really am finding it hard to wait (going on three years now) to bring my horse and get a house. I feel trapped in something I can't help. I don't know why my doors aren't opening. Please pray for me. I am trying to lose some weight too, but when I feel like this, one things seems to stick out in my mind. Dairy Queen. :) pray for me.