Get fed up????!!!! With yourself??!?!!! I sure do. Seriously...ya know, i have been told I am too hard on myself, but it boils down to wanting to please God in everything. Sometimes I am hard on myself, but i'd rather be to hard than complacent. Today...I was trying to merge into traffic, nicely (for once, I am really bad about that) and this dude SPEEDS up and will NOT let me in. Normally I am a all gas and breaks girl, but this time I did this nicely. So ya know what I did??? you ready??? I SUNK to his level and HONKED at him. Not lightly, it was a blaring "rude mr. mean driver man!!!" I let my self get ahold of me. Some may think that a normal reaction, but I of all people, should realize how small a thing like that in the grand scheme of life, really is.
I NEED to pack tonight, but I have zero motivation. I got some for a little while, but its fading again. I have been lacking on sleep so my bed sounds really good right now.
Good night
My moms best friend is the horn lol!
ReplyDeleteI guess its cause of the Buncha Non Drivers down here in Hispantioch lol *shrugs*
Yeah...I get angriful with myself all the time. But I think you're fine, somethings just hit ya just hit you funny sometimes...least they do me, and others I care to observe lol. :D
ReplyDeletei hate the horn. i never use it. i had a friend honk it while i was driving and it made me mad. lol.
ReplyDeletethere are alot of ppl that make me mad with their driving but i usually just complain to myself in the car.