Missing Him

Please say a prayer if you would, I am really missing Damon. I always miss him, but there are times when it hits harder. I am such a control freak, so I really need prayer in letting go and letting the Lord take care of it all. I am having a hard time being the head of my household, even if it is just me. But I can't make it all work, I can only serve the Lord and let Him take care of the rest. Pray for me to let it go. To not worry about it all anymore. I hit moments where I am just tired, emotionally and physically. I miss Damon, and the security I felt with him. I have to realize though, all security is from God. Damons security for me was from Jesus, so I have to keep drawing on that. I really miss my sweet husband, he was and is still so dear to me. He completed me, I will forever be grateful for God's gift to me in Damon.